for you

Your words you spoke to me, your words you wrote to me, your handwriting your voice.
I see it when I close my eyes I hear it in my head, but it is not the same. You are not here with me. I can’t believe I don’t have you with me, I will only hear your voice when I call you and I will only see your handwriting when you write me a letter. But even then you are not in person next to me. I know you will be strong and I have to be strong too but I never thought about that I will never have you close by.
I’ll come to you even if I have to walk even if I don’t have GAASS I will come.
I want to hug you, embrace you, look at you as a friend as my special friend. With your voice with your handwriting but especially with you!