At the same time that I miss home I just want to keep myself away from the lusitano feeling that got to be inside me in time to go back. And I don't want to leave, not now.
I can barely see anything without wanting to accept that I do not belong here, I don't, but I want to stay. Want to be able to hug my baby, want to be here and know what to feel at any time.
The fact that I don't want to go back, nearer to those who love me, those who helped me to be the person I am today, the little girl I am inside, with all these hopes and fears, all the walls I built and will never fall, those the same I can't stand no more, those can only sufocate me
I can not be myself far away again. No more. Never again...
shit.
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